Musafir

At this point of my life reminds me of the time when I had nothing,squatting around here and there. Trying my level best not to express or show to exhausted I am moving around thinking about that this wont be permanent until the next payday comes to enable me to pay for the deposit payment for a new place.Never thought that looking a place to rent can be so costly these days.I dont mean to so arrogant to reject some help offered by some parties, nevertheless I do appreciate the offer. But then, there are several factors to consider...1) I need my own space to rest at the end of the day after a whole day of work plus the tiring journey..2) I need to have some sets of keys that I can use to enter & exit the house at anytime so that I dont have to wait for the owner @ permanent tenant of the place i 'menumpang' to be around only then I can keluar masuk the rumah or even the room...3) Hygiene is very important for me, call me 'fussy' but then how to solat if the cleanliness of the ablution & solat area is questionable. 4) To save $$$$$$$. So I guess the best solution for me is to get an appropriate place of my own.

Never thought that I'll have to go through this 'phase' again. For the past 1 week, generally since early of June 2011.Owh!I just realized that I do look exhausted,not to mention not having a proper sleeping hours, a private place to rest & get ready for work. Anyways, i believe there is a reason for all these.From the way I see, it's jumpstart to a new life..insya Allah.

Looking positive is another way to start feeling positive,vice versa